Ir al contenido principal

De la imposibilidad de verle a los ojos...

Disculpe que no le rinda pleitesía. Disculpe el modesto saludo, el incómodo momento, la insoportable distracción. Disculpe por mi falta de respeto a su belleza, por no adorar sus sonrisas, por no elevar su emoción. 

Siento no mirarle con el terrible deseo que el mundo siente por usted, siento no buscar sus manos, siento que su belleza no sea ni luz ni resplandor. 

Y es que no puedo mirarle a los ojos sin que se me parta el corazón. Es que he visto esa mirada antes, es que esa sonrisa ha llenado tantos momentos y el perfume de su pelo tiene ese momento embriagador de algo que ya pasó. Es que en el delicado tacto de su mano vive la fuerza para mover al mundo, es que esa fuerza se llevó lo que soy. 

No lo tome a mal que no es usted. Esa fuerza es fantasía, ese perfume es delirante, esa sonrisa es ilusión. Esa mirada es una bomba de tiempo. En esa mirada hay algo que ya ocurrió.

Comentarios

Entradas populares de este blog

It was just another time

It was a moan, it was her breathing.  It was the end of innocence.  It was not only the curiosity of the time,  it was the hidden feeling behind.  It was just a kiss, why not?  It was just the fifth bottle of champagne.  The good times need the best liquor.  It was then just a try.  Just her hand in her hand,  it was just a witness surprised.  It was just a moment to stop,  it was just a time to look at the eyes.  It was then the next song,  it was a weird time.  It was another kiss in the eyes.  It was dancing together,  it was falling behind.  It was just another kiss, then another one. It was that electric feeling,  knowing that something is going to end bad.  It was just the delicacy of the moment,  it was just a time.  It was not passionate or wild,  it was curiosity and discovery chance.  It was touching here a...

Las noches magicas de… Hamburgo #hamburg #sunset #derspiegel #night

via Instagram

Fears

I'm afraid of becoming different. I'm fearful of one morning being another person, of thinking too much, of questioning everything and trying to get away melancholy. I'm terrified of knowing everyone, of saying hello to all those people and remembering their names, of not being timid, of being a kind and friendly person the people says I am. Of course, I am not that. I don't keep a smile on my life; neither is nice nor sexy. I am too worried about thinking all time, about the conversations with myself and the healthy practices of waking up early, reading a lot, exercise and not eat meat. What will happen to me in this way? What will I become on this road? What will I do with the vacuum of no pain? I don't want to be that handsome guy, I don't want the cute smiling I see on the mirrors every morning, I don't want to smell sweet. I don't know what is happening; I don't know what is different now. I want my obscure Mondays; I need my unsolved dramas, th...