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Quiéreme...

Tan sólo eso te pido hoy.

Quiéreme como soy y por quien soy. Quiereme porque me canso y porque me aburro, porque cuento mal los chistes o porque no sé qué actor actuó en qué película. Pero también soy todo lo contrario. 

Soy luz y estoy conciente de eso. Soy vida y son juego. Soy carácter, compromiso y entusiasmo. Soy una posibilidad infinita de ser más humano.

Soy quien quiere navegar por tu río y embriagarse de la pasividad de tu alma. Soy quien reza por ti en las noches aunque se haya peleado con dios. Soy quien quiere velar por tus días y alegrar los momentos de tus noches.

Quiéreme por quien soy, porque no estoy triste o enojado, sólo no quiero que me lastimen. Quiéreme porque soy dificil de querer, porque soy disperso y porque soy malo disimulando que no te quiero abrazar todo el tiempo.

Quiéreme por mi presente, y por el futuro que tenemos para nosotros.

Quiereme un día de marzo y uno de abril, quiereme un día pasado y quiéreme un día después.

Y cuando cuentes el tiempo que me has querido, el tiempo se habrá terminado...

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