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Pues si, al dìa siguiente de haber entregado mi renuncia tuve la gran idea de levantarme y comenzar a escribir un blog sobre esta experiencia. Espero realmente que este blog no se convierta en algo eterno, pero creo que me da la oportunidad de ejercitar una de mis pasiones no burocráticas que había olvidado: escribir.

¿Qué se siente? Hambre. Además de haber renunciado el día de ayer, los cajeros del centro comercial conspiraron contra mi: de los tres cajeros que existen en mencionado centro comercial sobre avenida del Iman ninguno funcionó. Entonces tengo 10 pesos en la bolsa con los que tengo que sacar mi ropa de la lavandería y pagar el mantenimiento de mi edificio, vaya aventura.

Renunciar es una extraña mezcla de sentimientos, sobre todo por la situación tan particular en la que terminé metido. Sientes que estás dejando algo muy importante, sobre todo en un proyecto en donde estaba tan comprometido, pero al mismo tiempo sientes esa extraña libertad que encuentras pocos momentos en la vida. Creo que es la primera vez.

Pues así el primer día, he dicho tantas palabras y no he escrito nada. Ya les platicaré con detalles las acciones y las reacciones (muchas gracias señor Newton), pero por el momento creo que voy a buscar algo para desayunar.

Saludos

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